Nate's Blog

To the Air Force I go. Leaving behind my childhood and entering a new section or chapter of life. What a wonderful experience it will be. Trying and testing. Grueling and painful. Discipline and excellence. Doesn't it sound wonderful?
"Oh... it will be. It will be." -Yoda
Haha, what a nerd.

Here I am again. It's 2:25am and I am still awake thinking about things that are not important. I would rather either be sleeping or thinking about things that are important, but I can't seem to do either. And I am sick. I have been coughing for about 3 weeks. I dislike coughing, just about as much as I hate.. excuse me, dislike mosquitoes. Water helps. When am I going to stop this madness (madness.? THIS IS SPARTAAA!) and get disciplined so I can go to bed at a decent hour? I have nothing interesting to say now. Actually, I don't have anything to say at all. Just typing words as I lay my head on my arm and not looking at the screen. I hope I am typing correctly. probably not though. I just hallucinated that my phone rang. That might be a sign that I am falling asleep as I am writing this. Which actually would be very cool. That is, if I fell asleep and kept typing and arose in the morning and saw that I wrote this HUGE paper about what I was dreaming or something. Ha ha. What I am talking about. I really am falling asleep. Oh well.

I had something to write about, but I got distracted playing Web Sudoku. It is a very addicting game of the mind. Try it.

Yup. Forty five days until I go to BMT. Crazy. I'm going to be in the military. Joy.

You know, I really enjoy writing in this blog thing, and you know why? Because nobody reads it. Nope, not one. Well, I read it, but I am also the one writing it. Not sure if that makes me insane or what. Maybe I am just pretending that someone is actually reading this like AS I write it (besides myself of course). But I cant really imagine anyone reading this, because nobody knows its here. And even if people actually knew this did exist, it doesn't really present any amusing aspects to it to make them want to come back and read it again. I mean, I am kind of bored writing this RIGHT NOW! But boredom is the feeling that brought me to write here in the first place so maybe there could be someone reading this just because they were bored and wanted to read someones blog about being bored and stuff instead of watching lonelygirl or something. I cant believe I just said that. Actually putting someone else in my blog like that. Not cool man. Not cool at all. But I have to admit it. I do watch her stuff sometimes, just because I am bored. And it almost makes me not bored for a bit, until its over and then I am bored all over again. Are you depressed yet? No, because I am the only one reading this and actually yes, I am depressed at the fact that I am writing to myself telling myself how bored I am. What are the lines that separate insanity and the sane mind? And more importantly, have I crossed it? Probably, but it would have been a long time ago, because I always do this kind of thing, just not where other people can actually access it and read it. But like I just covered, nobody is reading this anyway, so its just like I am not even writing this at all. Yeah.